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Book Three: Lightworker's Log :-) Transformation

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The End of My Soap Opera Life :-) A Change in Perception

“Can you take me higher to a place where blind men see?”

 

The music plays until the player pauses, just as sunlight streaks through the car.

 

“Oh, come on now,” I say feeling Daniel’s presence. “That’s not funny. You can cut that out now. Quit messing with me.” (Playback of the video, which had somehow turned back on, shows magenta colored orbs as the sun enters the car.)

 

The music starts playing normally again. I thank Daniel for the visit while joyfully singing and driving down city streets. It takes less than ten minutes to pull into my driveway.

 

“Oh, it’s our song,” I say out loud as ‘Nothing Else Matters’ begins to play.

 

A  short pause in the music reminds me Daniel’s presence is still there.

 

“Be nice,” I announce out loud.

 

It is such a beautiful song, and I truly love singing along to the words, so I stay in the car to sing. The CD player continues to act erratically. As I loudly sing, “open mind for a different view,” it repeats “view, view, view, view.”

 

“Come on,” I remark loudly beginning to get irritated. “Never cared for what they do. Never cared for what they know but I know,” I sing with gusto as the CD player continues with its cycle of pause, and play.

 

I hear Daniel clearly.

 

“Mom, there’s only One. Don’t you remember?”

 

I am enjoying myself, and although happy to feel him with me, I’m not pleased about him interrupting the music. Not caring if anyone hears me seeming to talk to myself, I plead with Daniel’s spirit.

 

“Come on, I know there’s no them, there’s no us. Come on, I know there’s just One.”

 

The CD player starts working normally again until I get to “never cared for games they played.”

 

It pauses again as Daniel’s voice reminds me there is no separation.

 

“I know there’s just One, stop!” I plead with him again.

 

The last line of the song plays as I happily sing loudly, seemingly alone, in my parked car.

 

“Forever trust in who we are and nothing else matters.”

 

My heart is full of love. I am amazed that Daniel can still affect me so strongly even when out of his physical body. I get out of the car and open the back door lifting my video camera off the back seat.

 

“Ahem, why is the camera on?” I ask as if talking to someone I can see. “How did you do that?”

 

A picture of Daniel’s face with a wide grin comes to mind.

 

Excerpt from "The End of My Soap Opera Life :-) Book Two: A Change in Perception" by SAM.

“Samuel gets into his mother’s little white car. I stand alone, feeling empty again. My video camera is still on as I place racquets and balls back into the trunk. I turn it off, and toss it onto the back seat, before climbing into the driver’s seat. The realization of Daniel’s memorial CD, in my portable CD, player lifts my spirits. I turn the gadget on to sing along to the songs.  I so love listening to Daniel’s memorial CD and know all of the words. When a song named  ‘Higher’ comes on my singing gets louder.”

Separation is Impossible

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