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The End of My Soap Opera Life :-
Tears fill my eyes later while listening to the car radio as Momma and I drive to get Samuel. A song that reminds me of the ‘good ole days’ begins to play.
“Change the station,” Daniel says insistently inside my brain. “Change the station now Mom.”
I change the station quickly before Daniel’s voice fills my head again.
“You see Mom,” he says softly, “it’s that easy to control your emotions. You just change the station.”
The loud disco music playing on the radio now reminds me of my days as a dancing cocktail waitress. I wipe the tears away and smile broadly singing along to the music even after picking up Samuel. He and Momma do not seem to mind for they are happy to see me in a good mood.
Daniel’s essence continues to comfort and guide. Blessings flow forth on most nights, while standing in the hall, with my hands on the wall under a collage of family pictures. I am reaching out to the other side, where the pantry is, because that is where the blackboard sits. It is the treasured blackboard of smiley faces that Abigail, Daniel, and I drew together the last day I saw him in human form. A wonderful feeling of loving energy always flows, into my palms, and wafts throughout my body.
That day stands out clearly in my mind’s eye. Abigail was learning how to draw smiley faces on a small blackboard when Daniel arrived to pick her up. He happily joined in on the fun. We shared a special attraction to the sun and smiley faces reminded us of it.
“That’s not the way to make them Daddy,” said Abigail laughing gleefully. As Daniel drew another face she put her small hands on her hips, raised her voice insistently and said, “You’re not doing it right Daddy.”
He laughed with joy when I told him it was easier for his two-
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This book series is designed to help people recognize their true power. Humans are spirits in physical form who came here to have certain experiences for soul growth. These experiences were chosen by souls before birth. The human "story" is an association with a limited body. SAM's human goal is association with the message of One.
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